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Saturday, September 29th, 2001
12:37 am
eat shit
my last post intitled "CUNT LOVER" is for the bitch jen.. or should i say JEN Q.. fuck off

Current Mood: accomplished
12:37 am
eat shit
my last post intitled "CUNT LOVER" is for the bitch jen.. or should i say JEN Q.. fuck off

Current Mood: accomplished
Friday, September 28th, 2001
6:12 pm
CUNT LOVER
i was going to stay out of this whole thing but you went to fucking far... not only have you talked mad shit about my 2 best friends but .. yea you did just that.. NOT FUCKING COOL. who the hell are you to talk about other people.. your a fucking 18 year old loser without a job any income and you live off other people. PATHETIC!!!!!!! you talk about marissa and her escape through drugs.. yea i think she is the one with the relationship (a AWESOME BOYFRIEND.. not just a little crush where she think he wants her but i real relationships. not something YOU imagine when your fucked up on other peoples weed that you mooch off of. HA HA HA HA HA YOU HAIRY BITCH. im not wasting anymore time on you. FUCK OFF

Current Mood: cheerful
Wednesday, September 26th, 2001
3:40 pm
HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY!!!!!!! YOUR SOOOO OLD HA HA HA - NICOLE

Current Mood: artistic
Sunday, September 23rd, 2001
10:37 pm
love is in the air
wow i havnt really wrote in a long time. i got something on my head right now..... fukcing love. its so beautiful. theresa and joc are sooo sweet to each other, and tom fucking delonge and i are so in love ((not)), and marissa and mason are so sweet. today he out his arm around her all night.. and was sooo sweet to her ((lucky bitch)), and theresa and joc were just sooo in love this weekend it brought a tear to my eye.. and when joc gave me tom fucking delongs pick ((I LOVE YOU JOC)) .. BUT YEA.. im really happy to see everyone else to happy. god damn them all .. jk.. maybe one day illl find my guy

Current Mood: happy
Monday, September 17th, 2001
5:45 pm
happy -- of fuck it
it is the day of my birth today... :)

Current Mood: calm
Friday, September 14th, 2001
5:59 pm
yay marissa !!!!
well since marissa doesnt post anymore.. i thought i would give yall a update.. she found the most awesome guy in the world... and its not that bryan she just wanted to fuck... its MASON..the trumpt to voodow glowskulls.. hes so awesome and sweet to her. they went out last night jsut the too of them after me and bryan went home... shes so mad over her : ).. well for all those that habnt taked to her shes well.. and in love((well she likes him alot)) .. who would have ever thought marissa with a guy.

Current Mood: happy
Monday, September 10th, 2001
12:51 am
...jiberish
i cant sleep tonight and i dont know why. my mind is thinking so many things and its all coming out as jiberish....

Current Mood: blank
Sunday, September 9th, 2001
6:02 pm
corection
first off: fuck you theresa . second: i didnt have sex

Current Mood: pissed off
Wednesday, September 5th, 2001
3:01 pm
reckless abandon
so i guess i havnt wrote in this in a while.. dont really have much to say. went to mexico, we all know that story.. pretty much all that was going through my mimd was .. oh shit i gotta find a new house... i havnt really seen much of my friends except theresa and marissa. dont really talk to eric ((not invited thats all im gonna say.. ha ha ha))or jen. i see alex at work and bryan at school. school sucks but i like being a seniour... i feel like my true true friends are slipping away from me. i dont know if thats cuz i got to school and work all day... or that "other" things are taking over my time.... decisons must be made.

Current Mood: drained
Monday, August 27th, 2001
12:25 am
no point
my mom is sick and im scared. i feel like i dont know her at all.i know i dont see her every day but i dont know what id do without her. today was family day at my grandmas and i played chess with my cousin and we all played this card game tripoli it was sooo fun. my grandma told me and my cousin travis that she isnt ready for only old people in the house. she like the young blood around keeping her busy. i thought that was funny. i start school thurs. i dont really care about getting up or any of that .. its the retarded people i have to see.. and the stupid images i have to deal with. some people can be so mean sometimes. my mom use to tell me "sticks and stones can break your bones, but words will never hurt you" when i would come home crying from school everyday.. but you know what words do fuckign hurt they hurt alot. i guess that shows how pathetic i am. i dont know why i cry so much.. maybe im having a teenage midlife crises.. ha ha .. im sure my worries are nothing compared to some people.. but to me they are alot..

Current Mood: scared
Sunday, August 26th, 2001
1:55 am
your mom last night
rx b was sooo fun tonight.. so many people .. good music and a whole lot of skanking ((yay marissa you rule)) and johnny skanked some up. so yea.. it was fun i have nothing to bitch about.. school soon.. ew ew

Current Mood: bouncy
Sunday, August 12th, 2001
1:24 am
you mother in a basket with sandwiches
"everything that makes since never works out"- jimmy eat world. i feel like i can relate to that lyric right now ((and the fact that i fucking saw them tonight and it was one of the best shows i have ever seen.. i fucking love them))... but yea.. i dont want to bitch.. even though this is a journal were i think one should be able to write about everything they want.. "so ill take my place behind the sense, disapear into the air, and watch to world continue on... and on and on "-me :) i love you all still - the one and only BUTTERY ( o<--)( o<----)

Current Mood: artistic
Thursday, August 9th, 2001
10:38 pm
i just wanted to tell everyone that i love them.. yea .. and i dontknow what id do with out you all.. and i know i pout.. and i cant spell... and i have big boobs.. i stll love you guys- nicole, buttery, big breasted butery.. pinkend.. ect

Current Mood: chipper
Wednesday, August 8th, 2001
3:13 am
KILL ALL
well i got aim at my dads now so i can talk on the internet... and of course when i get it no one is on fuck you all!!! it was a odd night at bryans... theresa jen and i went to norms. it was so fun. i always thought jen was the bitch but shed really cool and smart. i had fun talking about all kinds of stuff. i feel really smart when i go to norms, like i can talk about everything. i think that all of us ((gavin theresa eric jen marissa bryan and alex)) should do a real world.. and lock our selfs into a room for 2 days.. oh my god what would go on.. friendships would be put to dust. i feel tension rising in the group "nothing good ever works out"... will let time tell. i know everyone thinks im gay .. ((wow where did that come from?? but its on my mind)).. and there kinda right but theres a twist.. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IM NOT. alm my clostest friends are gay ((except gav and alex)) and of course at one time everyone wonders about there sexuality and i did just about the time theresa told me how she felt about joc... well i wonderd and there was nothing.. and to this day i wonder "how can all my friends be gay and not me ??? why am i not.." i dont know... i think that im putting alot of presue on myself to be gay .. im so confused.. look at all my friends they all know what they are and im still wondering .. what the fuck is wrong with me.. im going to write a book.. about what its like to have all gay friends.. i reall want to.. i think it would be a good book. im also going to make a website for people that dont want to masterbate .. all they have to do is look at me and be disgusted and theyll be done. also im going to start my own religon for ugly people like myself.. maybe another book "how to be alone for the rest of your life for dummies" ha ha .. god i crake myself up..oh oh .. there is so much more. i figures out.. in our group, everyone has a sexual attraction ((except me .. im just fucking sicK)) HERE IT IS::
1.ERIC:HES JUST SEX ((hes just sexy flat out))
2.MARISSA:SHES PRETTY ((nice body big boobs))
3.THERESA:"THERES JUST THAT THING ABOUT HER..((everyone seems to be attracted to her in the group ((excluding me gavin and alex)).
4.JEN: THE BITCH WITH A ATTITUDED((thats her attractivness))
5.BRYAN:HES THE MYSTERIOUS GUY ((there just something about him at times where your like oh man sexy))
6.GAVIN:HES JUST HOT
7.ALEX:((i dont mean to be mean)) shes the one that no one in the group is attracted to but, shes gets laid.. well she puts out and thats her attractiveness .. AND SHES FUCKING FUNNY AS HELL
.. shit i have wrote alot sorry

Current Mood: devious
Tuesday, August 7th, 2001
2:43 pm
the insect
i like being alone.. i think i have numbed my body and mind to allow me to have feelings for anyone. i still cheak out a guy every now and then but i stop there. i think i am going to enjoy being alone. i wont have the heart break like some, i guess i wont have the joy of someone but i have never been in love so its not a loss or a gain, kinda evens out.

Current Mood: happy
Tuesday, July 31st, 2001
2:21 pm
so so another day. it seems that every summer i fall into a rutine. i like it, its kinda comferting. i miss joc alot. i havnt really talked to her in about a month.. last night at bryan for some reason i was walking into the computer/tv room and everyone was in there and it just poped in my head.. i wounder what would it be like if joc was here. another laugh, another person to squish in bryan and marissas car : ), another person to make fun of ((NOT ME)) .. i feel like all of us ((bryan, marissa, eric, jen, alex, theresa, gavin, and me )) have all gotta to know each other so much more and i cheerish that so much. those are my best friends right there.. and of course joc.. but i feel like i have just fucked up that friendship to shit..

Current Mood: worried
Sunday, July 29th, 2001
6:03 pm
sorry
i dont know why that entry came up 3 times.. i feel like a idiot sorry

Current Mood: rushed
4:34 pm
"..but sometime i wonder will i ever have friends like this again"-blink 182
so today we all convend at bryans ((me johnny gavin alex theresa and i ofcourse bryan)). we watched alex get her hair cut fun fun. and now everyone is skatterd across the house. gavin playing video games and i on the computer ((you never realizes how much you miss the internet when you lose it)) ... everyone is preparing for a shirt shirt swim swim.. yay.. marissa is with her family today.. i miss my cousins david and kyle.. there like 2 of my best friends and i only get to see them once a year...sad sad sad.. i hate being called buttery ... like i try to like it and try and get in with the making fun of but i really hate it and i hate getting pissed off by it too. anyways.. sorry to bitch.. me and bryan cut theresas hair earlyier.. it was fun fun.. bryan is a better hair dresssers then me.. maybe its cuz hes gay i dont know. well cio cio san today ... fun times fun times.. and i hear alot of bitching about bryans house but seriously i love knowing i have a place to go where i can be with all my friends.. i dont know .. i guess it doesnt take much to intertan me .. just chilling with my friedns anywhere , in a parking lot, at bryans, i think i can be in the boringest place on earth but as long as there is my friends im happy and entertanied.. i mean.. you all know how funny it is when eric humps someone..

Current Mood: bitchy
4:34 pm
"..but sometime i wonder will i ever have friends like this again"-blink 182
so today we all convend at bryans ((me johnny gavin alex theresa and i ofcourse bryan)). we watched alex get her hair cut fun fun. and now everyone is skatterd across the house. gavin playing video games and i on the computer ((you never realizes how much you miss the internet when you lose it)) ... everyone is preparing for a shirt shirt swim swim.. yay.. marissa is with her family today.. i miss my cousins david and kyle.. there like 2 of my best friends and i only get to see them once a year...sad sad sad.. i hate being called buttery ... like i try to like it and try and get in with the making fun of but i really hate it and i hate getting pissed off by it too. anyways.. sorry to bitch.. me and bryan cut theresas hair earlyier.. it was fun fun.. bryan is a better hair dresssers then me.. maybe its cuz hes gay i dont know. well cio cio san today ... fun times fun times.. and i hear alot of bitching about bryans house but seriously i love knowing i have a place to go where i can be with all my friends.. i dont know .. i guess it doesnt take much to intertan me .. just chilling with my friedns anywhere , in a parking lot, at bryans, i think i can be in the boringest place on earth but as long as there is my friends im happy and entertanied.. i mean.. you all know how funny it is when eric humps someone..

Current Mood: bitchy
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